Stupid is the only word
you can call yourself -
seeing that he was interested
in someone else and still
getting on his way
hoping he would notice you.
You’re a clown, but why?
It is the best way to torture
yourself with dreams
with misunderstandings
that he would be
really into you?
Did he give any sign?
Did he say anything?
No, you just thought
there was more than
just a polite conversation
and you didn’t want to see
how he was ignoring you,
cut you out of the company.
But still you don’t
understand - he made
something that was way
ahead of general acquaintance?
Why he played?
Was it just a pay-back?
Or was there something else
you’re toying with those ideas
and he wouldn’t help you
‘cause you’re a lost
and forgotten cause!